||[Jul. 22nd, 2010|09:48 pm]
Erased last post! Explanation:
My mom has been reading my emails and she can read all of my entries that I have on my Mia_shit account
I figured if I posted crap about me wanting to recover and deleting this account than she would think “Oh wow, maybe I won’t have to force her into going to therapy and make her stay downstairs after she eats and keep starting fights with her after every meal. She obviously wants to get better.” And then I could not use this account for a couple weeks and she’d think I was done with it and then I could come back and be Mia_Shit again, but fuck, I'm pretty damn sure she'll still check up on me.
So, new account with a new Email: the_wintergirl FRIEND ME!
I seriously started crying when people were saying goodbye to me.
I knew it'd only be for a couple weeks but I still couldn't deal with it.
I've been part of this site for years and I could NEVER EVER leave it!
I'm sad that I have to give up this screen name though bc I've had it for so long that sometimes when people come back they recognize it...fuck. Why am I so distraught about a screen name?!?!?! lol. I'm honestly tearing up. Idk
anyways- I love you all!
Please forgive me?